Find a CD, a DVD, Book, or something to help train you to be more respone able.
To be in full control of your life. To stop blaming others and being a “victim” of circumstance. I have a few I recommend.
www.landmarkeducation.com is a great seminar.
A Course in Miracles is a great book.
Managing Your Emotions Under Pressure by Fred www.Pryor.com is another.
And about 1,000 others.