Usually when I ask my inner knowing questions about what to “do” I get really clear answers.
But lately I have not been getting such clear answers.
Tonight I was sitting here meditating, asking why. When the answer came to me.
It doesn't matter what you do - the choices of what in this illusionary world do not matter. So just do.
The real important thing is how are you responding when you are doing them?
Lovingly or Fearfully.
Those are you only two real choices.
Everyone talks about fate, destiny, free will, choices.
Let me ask you this. Do you have choice of what you do in your dreams – even if they are lucid dreams? Is it fate or destiny what happens in your dreams?
The real answer is it doesn’t matter. They are your dreams, and upon awakening, was it destiny, was it free will, was it choice is completely irrelevant, because the dream ceases to exist. The dream was never and is not real.
This world is the same thing. An illusion, a dream, not real. And one “eternity” we will all wake up and this illusion will be seen for what it is, a dream, not real, never happened.
So do we have choice in this world? Is it fate?
The better question is, does it matter? And NOPE is the answer.
What is more important, are you being loving, following the response or call for love from your inner knowing or holy spirit?
Or are you following the call of your ego and fear and the limited separate body your ego (and you if you are identified with the ego) thinks you are.
I think I finally get what all the spiritual leaders say. Do or don’t do, it makes no difference. It is more about your experience, state of mind while it is happening.
Being in the power of now, which is the same thing as eternity, because all there is, is now. Being in the presence of the Holy Spirit which is also another way of expressing your connection to eternity or Love. Following Love, experiencing forgiveness because nothing is happening or happened, asking Love or the Holy Spirit to come in and forgive and release the fear and guilt that takes the place of love, which is weird, because fear and love don’t really exist either. They are part of the illusion, the big dream we are all in.
Wow, I feel so free right now. So light. I feel loving again. |
