You know how when you get a gift that you really want to get for someone and you are excited to give it to them. What happens when you give it to them and they don’t accept it? How does that make you feel?
God is giving you gifts and you are turning your back on them. God wants you to have everything you desire, otherwise you would not have the desire. Simply turn around and receive the gifts. What does "turn around” mean? That will be different for everyone. But if you begin following your inner knowing that will guide you to how God wants you to "turn around”.